2021.12.04 23:22 ladyclare Is it normal to hate reading the book that you’ve been enjoying to read?
2021.12.04 23:22 feedimo Trump social media company claims to raise $1bn from investors
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2021.12.04 23:22 gdyshdjkfuh I’m having trouble dealing with my boyfriend’s past and have lost respect for him.
My boyfriend [23 M] and I [23 F] have been dating for about 6 months. We met while working retail together. We both are now working separate full time jobs. This is my first boyfriend but he’s had many girlfriends in the past. Him having past relationships and hookups never bothered me except for this one girl. This girl was the one who had taken his virginity and (he claims) had the most sex with him. He had broken up with this girl about 4 years ago because she had hurt him by cheating on him with 3 different people.
When we got into our first fight, it was because he had gotten jealous that I was messaging my male friends. He apologized for getting upset with me and told me all about her and how she really fucked him up and now he has jealousy issues that have affected all of his relationships after her. I comforted him and let him know that I would never do that but he said that I did things that reminded him of her. In another small fight we had, I said something to him that hurt him and he said “that’s something she always did to me”. When he took my virginity he was scared it would hurt because he told me how small and tight she was when they first did it and he wondered if a virgin would be the same.
He and his friends often spoke about how much they hated her that I know more about her relationship with him than any of his exes (even his longest and most recent). He beats himself up over her so much that if he even says her name he would slap himself in the face. Although, he talks about her more than any other ex, (which tbh is not often) he has never said a single positive thing about her so I never thought too deep into it. I wanted to be as understanding as possible since he was so hurt in the past.
Last night we were at a small get together with friends and we were taking the rice purity test. One of the questions asked if he’s ever had sex in public, he said yes, and I was disappointed to hear that but that was all I felt. Out of curiosity I asked if he had hooked up with a rando, he said no… it was that girl and it was in the bathroom of the retail place we had worked at together. He had a quickie with her in there months after he had dumped her and she went to look for him knowing that he worked there. She seduced him by going to the bathroom and asking if he’d come inside with her and he did.
This had all happened years before we had even met so I feel like I shouldn’t let this bother me. However, the minute he mentioned that it was her I just sat there and started crying. My first thought was “Her again!? Why is it always her?!” This girl has had such a big impact on him that it affected his relationships, made him seek therapy after she cheated, and caused us to fight because of his jealousy issues. She hurt him so bad and yet knowing that she was so easily able to seduce him WHILE HE WAS WORKING made me lose so much respect for him. It made me feel like he had no self worth to fuck a girl he hated while on the job. I felt so disgusted. The thought that he couldn’t even have said “No, I’m working right now…” but instead fell for her charms and had sex with her then and there crushed the pedestal that I held him up on.
He has other exes who had burned him almost as badly in the past but he never mentions them, only this girl. It almost feels like he’s not over her. It felt like she won, that she had that special place in his heart. I had lost respect for him as a man, and she had everything over me. Even the place where we had met became tarnished because they fucked there. He tells me he loves me all of the time but because of how much he talks about hating her it feels like she’s the main focus even if it’s the opposite emotion of love. I’ve asked him in the past before what his strongest emotion was and he always told me it was anger. It would be so much better if he felt indifference towards her. It almost feels like I’m being emotionally cheated on. I feel like 2nd place to him. It doesn’t even feel like he’s mine. It feels like he’s always been hers. Knowing that she was the one who introduced him to sex and that she’s the one who he touched the most made me feel sick. If it was any other girl he had hooked up with in the bathroom I wouldn’t have cared, but because it’s a girl he has passionate feelings for, has compared me to in the past, talks about more than any of his exes, it feels like there’s a heavy weight in my stomach.
Should I tell him how I feel and how I’ve lost respect for him?
TLDR: Before meeting me, my boyfriend hooked up with an ex girlfriend in a public restroom several months after he had dumped her for cheating. After hearing about it I felt disgusted and lost a lot of my respect for him. But not only that, I feel like I was emotionally cheated on as he speaks of her quite passionately (although it’s with hatred) to this day. Should I tell him how I feel??
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2021.12.04 23:22 Leevalee Queue has been stuck on 570 for 10 minutes now. Is it just a bug?
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2021.12.04 23:22 Accomplished-Lion633 Not a great night
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2021.12.04 23:22 KonTengu Alicorn Flurry Heart head canon?
So I’ve been thinking a lot about alicorns lately and the difference between natural born alicorns (like Celestia and Luna possibly) versus made alicorns (like Twilight and Cadance). What if being made an alicorn changed their DNA? Like it added extra genes to bring out the alicorn powers, and since Celestia and Luna haven’t had kids as far as we can tell and we have not seen any other made alicorns, that would make Cadance the first made alicorn to have a kid. Could this be why Flutty Heart came out an alicorn? Because of an extra gene she got from her alicorn mother?
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2021.12.04 23:22 moomoofoodie Taking Lexapro (escitalopram) and Prozac (fluoxetine)
Is anyone doing this? I'm considering bringing it up to my NP because well both meds work on me but in different ways. Lexapro helps me more with my binge eating but Prozac helps me more with my depression. NP took me off Lexapro and put me on Prozac, since then I've been extremely hungry all the time even though I have less interest in eating AND my binge episodes increased...makes no sense?? I also feel unmotivated all the time.
So I decided to start taking my lexapro at night (10mg) again along with my prozac during the day (20mg). I know it's not the smartest idea to combine meds but I was desperate to make the binges stop. I've been feeling more miserable for a month binging everyday, 2x a day & my NP tells me it'll get better I just need to give it time. Anyway, after taking both meds I feel so much better. I'm wondering if anyone else is actually taking the meds like this as well but prescribed?
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2021.12.04 23:22 Dramatic_Fox489 РҮТ (Nо Lіміт)
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2021.12.04 23:22 SameImportance6096 A Big OF leak Server!! Try it now!!
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2021.12.04 23:22 Immola0069 Vets of reddit, what song really hits the spot?
2021.12.04 23:22 Vegetable_Clerk7328 [Highlight] Dwayne Dedmon tosses Khris Middleton out of the way while getting back on defense
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2021.12.04 23:22 TulsiTsunami Jeff Beck - Diamond Dust
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2021.12.04 23:22 feedimo Jodie Whittaker on saying goodbye to Doctor Who: ‘I thought, what if I’ve ruined this for actresses?’
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2021.12.04 23:22 ImSkelet0r [WTS] Complete Upper, CMMG Ambi CH [OH]
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2021.12.04 23:22 BlueGobi “Cuba’s sovereignty must not be violated!”
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2021.12.04 23:22 fantastic1ftc Build a live, interactive game in your GitHub profile or readmes to learn about Serverless functions and working with 100% static frontends!
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2021.12.04 23:22 Questioned_answers Nothing will ever justify this.
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2021.12.04 23:22 jlyfshhh ELI5: Why are so many managers needed in between the lower employees and those who run the company?
2021.12.04 23:22 Regulator275 Opinion wanted
I’m holding a fair amount of CRO as well as farming and mining on the DeFi app. I’m considering moving more of my CRO into my farm as I would still retain 50% of my CRO but convert 50% to VVS. I’m thinking that’s not a bad idea, assuming CRO and VVS move together (more or less).
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2021.12.04 23:22 samsungvictim96 What do you think? F24
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2021.12.04 23:22 Azurekuru LF 5-6IV Ditto
LF: In need of a 5-6IV Ditto. Can be any region
FT: Any evolution item, Murkrow with 3 egg moves (Brave Bird, Drill Peck, Psycho Shift), Imposter Ditto, Diamond Exclusives
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2021.12.04 23:22 zzydson New bong with some gas for a cake day, cheers!
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2021.12.04 23:22 feedimo Can you say Squid Game in Korean? TV show fuels demand for east Asian language learning
2021.12.04 23:22 CoolAbies2968 So im looking to add another team to my custom league, i just need ideas, y’all got any?
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